To haunting, the task is daunting

     I feel as though my whole world is changing. Maybe it's just a post high school graduate thing, or maybe it's just me. My dog moved to Texas with my sister, I got a new haircut, I bought a new phone, I have a job, I'm finally completely moving on with something thats been bothering me for a year! I might be being a bit dramatic, but seeing as the last three years of my life have basically consisted of me going to cheer and the same activities, change is uncommon!
      I don't know how to be a college kid. I feel like now that I'm out of high school I should be sweet like all of my friends and hang out with older peeps, but I don't know how to do that! I've had the same friends for as long as I can remember. It scares me, what if I am terrible at college and I don't meet any new people and nobody wants to be my friend? What if I don't want to hang out with the same people as my friends but I don't meet the type of people I want to be friends with? Everyone tells me Dixie is going to be 13th grade, but I really don't want it to be that way. I know it's not mature of me to worry about these kinds of things, but I'm 18 and immature so what do you expect? I have so many things I want to do and accomplish but what if I fear I wont have the time or money to pursue them. The list could go on but I guess the only way to go forward is to put all my fears aside and just do what I've got to do. I think the only sensible thing to do is to move to Peru for 6 months. Alright that might not sound so sensible but it's what I want to do! Hopefully next May a good friend and me will be packing our bags. You know who you are :)